A lot of people asked me to stop publishing my blog on facebook. They asked me if i was trying to establish my character or if im trying to self publicize… I felt embarrassed. I decided to stop publishing on eff-bee. But now it turns out the only reason I blog is by knowing that a lot of people read it on fb.
Without facebook, I don’t feel like writing, and when I don’t write I feel that a lot of my emotions are being bottled up. Bottled up emotions aren’t good. Like a bottle of aerated soda, one day it might just pop.
Some people asked me to talk to people who would care about me and listen to my feelings and probably even give me advice. (P:s: It is required to attain a certain age to find the ability in oneself to accept advice) Sure. But I haven’t met anyone so far who would selflessly listen or genuinely care. So until then I am going to write and publish on facebook. And if anyone feels annoyed or burdened and does not want to listen. You don’t have to read. You can go watch porn or something.